SONGS OF SORROWS

It was 1 in midnight..i rubbed ma eyes...n again tried to see in telescope...i didn't find anything outside ...cool air blowing .suddenly i saw car stopped in front of other apartment facing ma apartment. A lady came out of it shouting ,i was nt able to what she said but they were fighting..she closed door with a great force n while closing she was on verge to fall.Then she got stable & started walking to her apartment.She was swinging in air as she had drunk more than she can handle.She passed lawn n got an entry to her building . ma My friend Roger was leaving for army training.so he gave me his telescope as he no more can carry n use it their.we were gud hangout friends n shared many things.i was adopted child by Mrs.Gofer who when lost her husband adopted me n took care of me.she was the only one i know from ma childhood.i use to do part time job at the near post office n in early morning put the milk bottles in the area.As Mrs.Gofer was old enough to earn i was helping her to run house.I saw a light glowing in one window.I moved ma eyes to the telescope n saw the same lady moving in her leaving room removing her overcoat n hat.she then moved to kitchen till then ma view was blocked by the wall .she then carried milk bottle in her hand n sat on the chair facing her back to window.i was watching her all actions clearly.she was in tension.n look very nervous.she took her hair to one side n tied them .she had wore a long white shirt.she suddenly bend as if she was crying n took sip of milk n kept the bottle on table. n again she started to cry .rubbing her eyes she hit the bottle n the milk spell out from it n spread all over the table.she started to cry more intensely as is she had a huge fight on some issue n slept their keeping her head on the hand ..i saw her couple of Min's.i was felling sleepy rubbed ma eyes n watch ma alarm clock it was 1 past 45..i got to bed n slept.thnking the reason why she was crying..i woke up at 4.30 n went to ma telescope n try to check her n she was on the same place